{"id":102,"date":"2021-11-23T04:33:13","date_gmt":"2021-11-23T03:33:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.eeelmas.com\/?p=102"},"modified":"2022-08-03T08:20:14","modified_gmt":"2022-08-03T06:20:14","slug":"narsizmle-ilgili-derin-tecruebelerim-d","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.eeelmas.com\/index.php\/2021\/11\/23\/narsizmle-ilgili-derin-tecruebelerim-d\/","title":{"rendered":"Narsizmle ilgili derin tecr\u00fcbelerim"},"content":{"rendered":"

Narsizmi derinden derine ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131m zannedersem 2012 \u00f6ncesi\/sonras\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131. Hala bug\u00fcn ki gibi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum, bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n semptomlar\u0131n\u0131 teker teker i\u00e7ime sindirerek inceledi\u011fimde \u015fok olmu\u015ftum. \u0130nanam\u0131yordum ve daha do\u011frusu \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r gelmi\u015fti bana do\u011frusu inanmakta hi\u00e7 istemiyordum ama ger\u00e7ekler su y\u00fcz\u00fcnde g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde y\u00fcz\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Narsizmin sadece 2 -3 tane semptomunu filan inceledi\u011fimde i\u00e7ine do\u011fmu\u015f oldu\u011fum ailede ve dahi s\u00fclalede ve dahi etraf\u0131mdaki o vakitler bulunmu\u015f olan say\u0131s\u0131zca insanlarda vs. o az\u0131c\u0131k semptomlar\u0131 dahi rahat rahat g\u00f6rmek m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc. <\/span><\/p>\n

“Olamaz!!, hay\u0131r hay\u0131r!! olamaz, bu kadar\u0131 olamaz!! akl\u0131m alm\u0131yor!! kendi kendime dedi\u011fimi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum ve \u00e7ok korkmu\u015ftum. Bununla ilgili art\u0131k i\u00e7imden \u015fu soru ge\u00e7itleri ak\u0131yordu: Ben kimim? Neyin nesiyim? Bir tak\u0131m sa\u00e7ma sapan k\u00fclt\u00fcr ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda ya\u015fayan ve i\u00e7ine do\u011fmu\u015f oldu\u011fum o aile kimdi?? Anam kim benim ve babam kim?? Onlar ger\u00e7ekten de benim anababam m\u0131??!, hay\u0131r olamaz!! Kabul etmiyorum!! <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte o vakit ben as\u0131l yava\u015f yava\u015f anlamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m i\u00e7ine do\u011fmu\u015f oldu\u011fum o ki\u015filerle aramdaki sonsuz u\u00e7urumun ve farkl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n boyutunu, zira ben Lam’a Lam diyordum onlar da Lam’a Cim diyordu bu y\u0131llarca b\u00f6yle s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve ben bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7 birisine anlam verememi\u015ftim o vakitler hemde y\u0131llarca! Ya senin anlayaca\u011f\u0131n onlar\u0131n beyinlerinin (kalp\/ruh\/zihin vs.) i\u00e7indeki ak\u0131\u015f\u0131m ba\u015fkayd\u0131 bendeki ak\u0131\u015f\u0131m ba\u015fkayd\u0131. Ve ben onlara uymuyorum\/uyum sa\u011flam\u0131yorum\/sa\u011flamak istemiyorum diye onlar\u0131n bana bi\u00e7mi\u015f oldu\u011fu say\u0131s\u0131zca kal\u0131plara beni zorla ezip b\u00fczerek s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 beni yedi bitirdi. <\/span><\/p>\n

Onlardan tiksintilerim i\u015fte b\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131. Beni kabul etmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnerek beni hep d\u0131\u015flad\u0131lar. Bu yaz\u0131lar\u0131 yazarken bile halen ve halen derin bir keder kapl\u0131yor y\u00fcre\u011fimi ve bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc unutam\u0131yorum, onlar\u0131n beni zorla ve \u00e7ok \u00e7ok \u00fcst\u00fc kapal\u0131 t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u00e7e\u015fit psikolojik \u015fiddetle k\u00f6\u015felere s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131. O zamanlardan i\u00e7ime akan o keder var ya ben b\u00fcg\u00fcn bile onu hissetti\u011fimde i\u00e7im kan a\u011fl\u0131yor, bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kavu\u015famad\u0131 bu his, birg\u00fcn kavu\u015fur mu sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na art\u0131k ondan da pek emin de\u011filim. Unutmadan yazay\u0131m o keder hissim zamanla ki\u015fisel geli\u015ftik\u00e7e ben gitgide azald\u0131 Allah’tan ki! ama halen i\u00e7imde izlerini hissediyorum.
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Narsizmi az\u00e7ok anlayabilmek zaten y\u0131llarca s\u00fcrd\u00fc ve e\u011fitimim ilerledik\u00e7e de o aile diye tutunmu\u015f olduklar\u0131m\u0131 da etraf\u0131mdaki bulunan herkesi de birer birer hayat\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131karmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. K\u0131yametler koptu y\u0131llarca hemde bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kabul etmek istemedi o aile art\u0131k onlarla beraber ya\u015famak istemeyi\u015fimi. Me\u011fersem narsizm hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131na tutulmu\u015f olan bir yap\u0131da – arka planda geneli his olarak – \u015fu anlay\u0131\u015f hakimmi\u015f: ‚\u00c7o\u00e7uklar\u0131m benim uzvumun bir uzant\u0131s\u0131 ve ben ailem taraf\u0131ndan mahrum b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum t\u00fcm ruhsal gereksinimlerimi, bu \u00e7o\u00e7u\u011fu o \u015fekilde e\u011fiterek, o eksiklerimi bu \u00e7o\u00e7u\u011fun tamamlamas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131m.“
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D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsene, o anababa denen yarat\u0131klar\u0131n ruhu a\u00e7 ve o aileye do\u011fan o masum, mazlum ve g\u00fcnahs\u0131z tertemiz bir \u00e7o\u00e7uk, ruhen a\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f bir yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131n kurban\u0131 oluyor!!: Anababalar \u00e7o\u00e7uklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yle e\u011fip b\u00fck\u00fcyorlar ki o \u00e7o\u00e7uk \u00e7o\u00e7uklu\u011funu terk ediyor ve o anababa denilen objelere anababal\u0131k rol modelli\u011fine sokuluyor! \u015eu yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 akl\u0131n hi\u00e7 al\u0131yor mu arkada\u015f\u0131m??! Ve ben bunlar\u0131 yazarken sana soruyorum \u015fu an etraf\u0131nda bu tiplemelerden ka\u00e7 tane mevcut??
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O \u00e7o\u00e7uk size y\u00fcce Allah’tan bir emanet!, siz kimsiniz de o verilen emanete o kadar rahat rahat ihanet edebiliyorsunuz??! Size bu hakk\u0131 kim veriyor?? Siz kimsiniz de bir \u00e7o\u00e7u\u011fun DNA’s\u0131n\u0131 bu \u015fekilde k\u0131rarak bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu o \u00e7o\u00e7u\u011fu o umman travmalara kilitliyorsunuz? Ben insan demiyorum art\u0131k bu t\u00fcr yarat\u0131klara, onlar benim g\u00f6z\u00fcmde art\u0131k bir fonksiyonel\/sistematiksel hareket eden bir sistem. Onlar bir sistemin par\u00e7as\u0131. Onlar \u015feytan\u0131n ordular\u0131, a\u00e7\u0131k ve net.<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130nsan nedir insan nas\u0131l olunur, adalet nedir, bu alem neyin nesi diyerek kainat\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131 gerekirken onlar ruhlar\u0131ndaki o eksik her neyse onu birtak\u0131m sahte objelerle doldurma derdine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fler. “G\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fcnen“ psikolojik rahats\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131 olan ki\u015fileri psikiyatrilere yerle\u015ftiriyorlar, peki bu d\u0131\u015far\u0131da serbest serbest ak\u0131ll\u0131y\u0131m diye ge\u00e7inen ve dola\u015fan yasalla\u015fm\u0131\u015f delilere ne olacak?? <\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u00fcnyaya soruyorum, onlar\u0131 yag\u0131layacak ve cezalar\u0131n\u0131 kesecek kanunlar ve yarg\u0131lar nerede?? Onlar\u0131n var olu\u015fundan dahi haberiniz mi yok yoksa?!?!?!<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

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Bug\u00fcn bu hesab\u0131 ben soruyorum ya yar\u0131n ahirette de Allah da adaleti ve onun sa\u011flan\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sorgularsa kim hangi cevab\u0131 verecek peki? <\/span><\/p>\n

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Kur’an Sure K\u0131yamet Ayet 36\/\u00d6mer \u00c7elik Meali<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130nsan, ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f b\u0131rak\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve yapt\u0131klar\u0131ndan hes\u00e2ba \u00e7ekilmeyece\u011fini mi san\u0131yor?<\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u00f6nelim narsizme geri, me\u011fersem bu illet o kadar dall\u0131 budakl\u0131 bir konuymu\u015f ki, halen sene 2022 olmu\u015f ve ben o konuyu devam ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ok \u00e7ok yo\u011fun semptom kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve savunma mekanizmalar\u0131n\u0131 bar\u0131nd\u0131yor i\u00e7erisinde bu yap\u0131. \u0130nsan\u0131n akl\u0131 alm\u0131yor ve art\u0131k kendi kendime diyorum “narsizmin semptomlar\u0131 galiba sonsuz?!“ \u00dcstelik hele bir de narsizm semptomlar\u0131 ile ba\u015fka bir ruhsal hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n semptomlar\u0131 birbirine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131nca var ya o zaman ay\u0131kla pirin\u00e7in ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131. Hastal\u0131klar\u0131n elele i\u00e7i\u00e7e bir karma\u015fa gibi olmu\u015f olmalar\u0131na da s\u0131k s\u0131k rastlad\u0131m ben. <\/span><\/p>\n

T\u00fcm bu i\u015fi a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131ran, zorla\u015ft\u0131ran ve dahi onu \u00e7ok\u00e7a da bir \u00e7\u0131kmaza sokan bir ba\u015fka dev unsur daha mevcut: D\u00fcnyaca toplumlar\u0131n neredeyse hepsi, narsizmin veya ba\u015fka di\u011fer ruhsal sorunlar\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn tamam\u0131n\u0131 normal bir toplumsal geli\u015fme\/k\u00fclt\u00fcr\/terbiye\/medeniyet\/ahlak yap\u0131s\u0131\/do\u011fal vs. zannetmekte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ve de e\u011fer \u00f6yle zannetmiyorsa da elini kald\u0131r\u0131p bu konuda adaleti sa\u011flama derdinde hi\u00e7te de\u011fil toplumlar hatta ve hatta as\u0131l bir de ger\u00e7eklerin \u00fczerine su i\u00e7erek onlar\u0131 saklama\/altbilin\u00e7in bir taraf\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flama derdinde!!<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n

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Bu arada, ben narsizmi \u00e7ok detayl\u0131 olarak i\u015fledim ve onlar\u0131 \u015fu yaz\u0131mda okuya bilirsin: \u201cNarsizm olu\u015fum temelinde yatanlar ve beraberindeki getirdi\u011fi hastal\u0131klar\u201c. Yaln\u0131z daha bitmedi o yaz\u0131 serisi vakit bulduk\u00e7a onlar\u0131 tamaml\u0131yorum.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7ok\u00e7a kalabal\u0131k bir topluluk bir yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 as\u0131rlard\u0131r savunursa – dolay\u0131s\u0131yla da as\u0131l ger\u00e7eklerin ortalara d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcpte Kur’an \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda adaletle u\u011fra\u015fan veya adaleti elinden geldi\u011fi kadar sa\u011flamaya \u00e7aba sarf edenlerin i\u015fi hep \u00e7ok zor oldu hemde \u00e7ok\u00e7a zahmetli oldu!! \u0130nan bana bu bir d\u00fcnya ‚insan\u0131n\u0131n‘ sorunudur, tek bir \u00fclke sorumlu de\u011fildir bu i\u015ften, d\u00fcnyadaki insan diye ge\u00e7inen herkes sorumludur bu i\u015ften. <\/span><\/p>\n

Tamamen Allah’\u0131n y\u00fcce kudretli yard\u0131m\u0131na ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var bizim. Senelerdir Allah’\u0131ma yalvar\u0131yorum onlar\u0131 durdurmas\u0131 i\u00e7in, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar\u0131 ancak ve ancak y\u00fcce Yaratan durdurabilir. Ve Allah hepsini de \u00f6yle bir sonsuz cezaya \u00e7arps\u0131n ki son anda etmi\u015f\/sa\u011flam\u0131\u015f olduklar\u0131 o k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerini g\u00f6rmek onlara nasip olsun da, ettikleri k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckleri d\u00fczeltme imkan\u0131 dahi verilmesin onlara ve ebedi olarak Allah’\u0131n y\u00fcce kahr\u0131na u\u011fras\u0131nlar! <\/span><\/p>\n

Ve sonunda anlad\u0131m ki, ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum \u00fclkelerde de, bizzat gezip g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f oldu\u011fum \u00fclkelerde de ve dahi d\u00fcnyaca politik ve siyasal a\u00e7\u0131dan takip etmi\u015f oldu\u011fum di\u011fer \u00fclkelerde de hep bir ‚demirba\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k‘ s\u00f6z konusu: \u0130yilerle k\u00f6t\u00fclerin aras\u0131ndaki amans\u0131zca s\u00fcregelen bir kavga. \u0130\u015fte y\u00fcce Kur’an’da onca ayetlerle bu kavgadan bahsetmiyor mu bize??<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n

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Kur’an Suresi Bakara Ayet 193:<\/span><\/h2>\n

Bayraktar Bayrakl\u0131 Meali:<\/span><\/h2>\n

O halde zul\u00fcm ve bask\u0131 kalmay\u0131ncaya ve Allah’\u0131n dini egemen oluncaya kadar onlarla sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131z. Vazge\u00e7erlerse siz de vazge\u00e7iniz; zalimlerden ba\u015fkas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131k yoktur.<\/span><\/h2>\n\n\n
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Gelelim narsizm ile psikopatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131ndaki ince \u00e7izgiye. Narsizm kelime anlam\u0131yla bir t\u00fcr ki\u015fisel bozukluktur. Bana g\u00f6re bu isim bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 dramatize etmeden\/abartmadan\/kimseleri korkutmadan neredeyse insana gizli ve \u00e7ok sakl\u0131 olarak dolayl\u0131 yoldan pekte \u00f6nemi olmayan bir hastal\u0131k t\u00fcr\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f gibi g\u00f6sterme \u00e7abas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fckt\u00fcr. Psikopat kavram\u0131 ise bana g\u00f6re insan k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bir m\u00fcnaf\u0131kt\u0131r. Ve psikopat ise narsistin kendi korkusundan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc tam olarak d\u0131\u015fa vuramad\u0131\u011f\u0131 edepsiz yap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n psikopatta d\u0131\u015fa vurulmu\u015f halidir. Psikopatl\u0131k narsizme nazaran azg\u0131nl\u0131kta yar\u0131\u015fan bir versiyondur. Narsizm daha \u00e7ok alttan alta ilerler ama \u00e7ok\u00e7a da derindir: \u00d6rnegin birisi benimle \u00fcst\u00fc kapal\u0131 alay ediyorsa ve bunun ad\u0131n\u0131 da ’sana \u015faka yap\u0131yorum‘ olarak adland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fsa bu o ki\u015finin hem \u00e7ok k\u0131skan\u00e7 yap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, hem \u00e7ok ezik birisi oldu\u011funu, hem benimle yar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, hem bana \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck taslamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hem beni yok etme derdi hemde \u015faka ile kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bana laf sokarak benim ruh DNA’m\u0131 bozarak beni ikileme d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan kimsedir: \u0130\u015fte hastal\u0131klar\u0131n ismi <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

– k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k <\/span><\/p>\n

– kibirlenme <\/span><\/p>\n

– b\u00fcy\u00fcklenme <\/span><\/p>\n

– laf sokma = nifak ve alay <\/span><\/p>\n

– rakip anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131\/yar\u0131\u015fma – Allah’\u0131n bir insana vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu bir ruh g\u00fczelli\u011fini ondan k\u0131skand\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in (Allah’\u0131n o ki\u015fiye nasip etti\u011fini k\u0131skand\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in) ki\u015finin y\u00fcz\u00fcne kar\u015f\u0131 ki\u015fiyi kendi g\u00f6z\u00fcnde \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir psikopat <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

– ’sana \u015faka yap\u0131yorum‘: bu hem bir k\u0131l\u0131ft\u0131r (i\u00e7teki rezillik bir kapakla \u00f6rt\u00fclerek sunulur) etti\u011fi kepazeli\u011fi \u00f6rtmek i\u00e7in hemde ki\u015fiyi manipule edebilme mekanizmas\u0131d\u0131r <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

– ikilem yaratma kapasitesi (iki y\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fck\/fitne\/nifak\/bozgunculuk)…<\/span>
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G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc bak bir \u015fakan\u0131n – hastal\u0131k kokan \u015fakan\u0131n – ard\u0131nda ise as\u0131l yatan\u0131n, kar\u015f\u0131 tarafa sava\u015f ilan etme \u00e7abalar\u0131n\u0131n nas\u0131lda usulca ve \u00e7ok gizli geli\u015fmi\u015f olan sistematik ayr\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131??! Oysaki sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 latife etme potansiyeli Tanr\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan insanl\u0131\u011fa arma\u011fan edilmi\u015f koca ve \u00e7ok \u015feker bir olgudur. Hasta olan ki\u015fi ne bildi latife yapmay\u0131, o o kadar delilikten sarho\u015f olmu\u015f bir yarat\u0131kt\u0131r ki ne etti\u011fin zerre dahi fark\u0131nda bile de\u011fildir. S\u00f6zlerime burada y\u00fcce, \u00e7ok ayd\u0131n ve ulu \u00f6nder say\u0131n Atat\u00fcrk’\u00fcn bir s\u00f6z\u00fcyle noktalamak istiyorum. Atat\u00fcrk bize Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n \u00e7ok y\u00fcce bir arma\u011fan\u0131d\u0131r:<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n

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Atat\u00fcrk<\/span><\/p>\n

Biz cahil dedi\u011fimiz zaman, mektepte okumam\u0131\u015f olanlar\u0131 kastetmiyoruz. Kastetti\u011fimiz ilim, hakikati bilmektir. Yoksa okumu\u015f olanlardan en b\u00fcy\u00fck cahiller \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi, hi\u00e7 okumak bilmeyenlerden de hakikati g\u00f6ren ger\u00e7ek alimler \u00e7\u0131kabilir.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n

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